I'm so glad I met Max. I love everything about him. He is fucking beautiful. We exchanged gifts last night. I made him a pocket size book with the word "ideas" embossed on the cover for times when a light bulb pops into his head. I really should have taken a photo of it. He got me green olives, an ugly doll (!!!), and is sharing with me some of his writing. Fucking fantastic gifts. The best i've ever received from a boyfriend. He left for Syracuse today and I miss him already. That says miles.
Everyone is gone from Philadelphia. I leave tomorrow. Tonight I am working on some book jawnz and watching Freaks. I am loving it. I am more than excited for our holiday pot luck on Sunday. and just to see everyone. My grades are coming back and they aren't as bad as I was anticipating. No Cs yet !
I really hate my psychiatrist so I am trying to find a new one. Today I saw Heather and we talked about my fear of men and doctors in general. She said it is so hard to treat me because I am so resistant to the people telling me what to do. As well as medicine. I have a new prescription because Lexapro killed me, but I don't plan on filling it.
I can't wait to wake up to Max again.
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